RebelRaven · 51-55, F
Reject · 31-35, M
I never drank or smoked anything. Considering how many problems I’ve had in life, I can only imagine the devastation taking those substances would’ve caused me. I have a very addictive personality for something like love, let alone something that’s actually physically addictive on top of emotionally.
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Reject · 31-35, M
@soulsrespite Yes! I’d say feelings are our natural drug, but I think love isn’t necessarily a good feeling or experience. I mean it can be, but love is more often proven in the bad feelings and experiences. Not the ones where you’re hurting and trying to resolve it. The ones where you’re hurting and that’s okay. When pain isn’t this thing to avoid or fight. It’s something you can lean into because it’s teaching you how to be grateful for the good. You know it’s a necessary part of the process. I think love is only true in circumstances that don’t permit it, because then you know for sure it’s coming from you and nothing else.
So I mean both honestly. The love for life itself and certainly the people who are a part of it. It can be draining, but I believe that even when you have nothing left, love can still be made.
So I mean both honestly. The love for life itself and certainly the people who are a part of it. It can be draining, but I believe that even when you have nothing left, love can still be made.
Yes, peace is good. I like that. I too am learning that. Most of my relationships have been volatile and unhealthy. Calm and peaceful used to be boring for me.
I love coloring too! and stickers ^.^ I also have a stuffy and other things for her. @XxBlahxX
Sometimes I feel like I almost understand you, but then I don’t. 🥺 tbh, you used to be rly boring to me because I wasnt healed and always drawn to and drawing in toxic dynamics. We do agree that feelings are our natural drug and why humans do anything at all. To feel something, whether it’s good or bad. @Reject
I love coloring too! and stickers ^.^ I also have a stuffy and other things for her. @XxBlahxX
Sometimes I feel like I almost understand you, but then I don’t. 🥺 tbh, you used to be rly boring to me because I wasnt healed and always drawn to and drawing in toxic dynamics. We do agree that feelings are our natural drug and why humans do anything at all. To feel something, whether it’s good or bad. @Reject
Reject · 31-35, M
@soulsrespite It’s okay! Very few people understand me. Actually, I can’t think of anyone who does. There was a time when that bothered me and I deeply wanted to be understood by someone else, but now I know that was only because I wasn’t understanding myself. Happy to not be too boring for you anymore though! 🤧😂 Even happier that it’s a sign of growth for you! To feel is to be human. Good and bad, but to not need either is to feel in a much different way. Before you felt for what you can take in life, but to let everything go is to feel only for what you can give in life.
ChiefJustWalks · 26-30
I get that. I still smoke weed but it's been over a year since I quit alcohol & I also have felt soooo much better in life ever since. I instantly had more energy on a daily basis, I was happier, my body felt sooo much healthier to the point I was like "holy shit I didn't even know I felt sick for so long"
One of the best things is that it's allowed me to work on myself a lot more, confront my feelings, & even be honest about them & identify them in ways that I haven't before. The other day my stepmom told me that I've come a long way emotionally & I know that's thanks to being sober. But it felt really validating to hear because I'm not used to my efforts there being acknowledged.
I agree that weed is addictive. It can even cause depression but people don't like to admit that or realize it. I still smoke but nowhere near as much as I used to. I used to smoke over an ounce a week. Now just a couple grams lasts me weeks. I cut down so much because I realized I like being clear headed & I'm more active, talkative, & social when I don't smoke. So I only smoke if I have nothing to do or I'm just relaxing for the night. I don't go through my days high all the time like I used to. THAT is depressing in all honesty
One of the best things is that it's allowed me to work on myself a lot more, confront my feelings, & even be honest about them & identify them in ways that I haven't before. The other day my stepmom told me that I've come a long way emotionally & I know that's thanks to being sober. But it felt really validating to hear because I'm not used to my efforts there being acknowledged.
I agree that weed is addictive. It can even cause depression but people don't like to admit that or realize it. I still smoke but nowhere near as much as I used to. I used to smoke over an ounce a week. Now just a couple grams lasts me weeks. I cut down so much because I realized I like being clear headed & I'm more active, talkative, & social when I don't smoke. So I only smoke if I have nothing to do or I'm just relaxing for the night. I don't go through my days high all the time like I used to. THAT is depressing in all honesty
I’m glad to hear. I never knew how much I was abusing myself with it until I stopped. @ChiefJustWalks
SinlessOnslaught · M
SinlessOnslaught · M
@soulsrespite No, they are telling me.
Ahhh, I see. I misread what you said.
They aren’t wrong, but no one can stop you..
M.. There is nothing you can’t achieve, you have already lived for so long before you started to drink. 🫂 @SinlessOnslaught
They aren’t wrong, but no one can stop you..
M.. There is nothing you can’t achieve, you have already lived for so long before you started to drink. 🫂 @SinlessOnslaught
SinlessOnslaught · M
@soulsrespite Thank you. Hugs
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I am proud of you, as long and you are alive, it’s never too late. We can try as many times as it takes. 🫂
It makes me wonder what my brain looks like after starting so young, and smoking for this long. Like 14 years of my life, give or take. @Punxi
It makes me wonder what my brain looks like after starting so young, and smoking for this long. Like 14 years of my life, give or take. @Punxi
Thank you, so are you. @chernobylplaygr0unds
