I deleted all the post about him and I’m now moving on like as if nothing happened

Because honestly, nothing did happen! I’m just gonna block it out and not focus on it and I’m just gonna remind myself That all of that was just a dream. He didn’t exist. I didn’t go all the way out to meet him. I was just dreaming. And now since I’ve woken up, it should be easy for me to move on and I will be ok. I don’t need to talk to any counselor. All of them suck and don’t understand. So if I can just pretend that it didn’t happen, then it didn’t happen!