Did being black sheeped in your family turn out to be a good thing?

I’m sorry. Maybe I’m just feeling justified because I’m in a better place then them now. I don’t really want others to suffer but it does make me feel like I wasnt bad or wrong for living how I wanted. Plus being black sheeped allowed me to do the things that others thought was “not allowed” or “frowned upon” because I was already being treated that way.,

@Reflective I was psychically murdered (lots of it with my cooperation)by my whole community, just didnt rate

and the way I turned out they were justified

Now Im trying to act all moral and entited to survive and Im losing anyway, mostly dead and they forgot to bury me or cover me up

I dont know how that answers your remark but I guess Im just elaborating on my "no"

once someone is exiled and invisible they do what they have to

long gone is any worry about someones opinion or managing "relationships"

also I have two sibs who act waaaay more psycho about this stuff than me and they werent exiled

a brother too dim to know what an embarrassing fool he was

Now alone horray please **** me someone I beg

@Reflective so in general it had nothing to do with how BAAAAAAD u were?

Lol I see what you did there

@Reflective should that encourage me?