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Were you your parent's favorite child?

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BlueMetalChick · 26-30, F
I...legitimately don't know. I was always so close with my older sister that I never took notice if my parents played favorites.

And at any rate my relationship with my mother was so bizarre and unusual that it probably wouldn't have manifested in any way I could have seen myself. Truthfully, my sister was almost more like a mom, while my mom was more like a sister.
calicuz · 51-55, M
@BlueMetalChick

Interesting
@BlueMetalChick I remember. 🖤🤗
BlueMetalChick · 26-30, F
@calicuz Yeah, my mom was a certified nutcase, and I really do mean certified like she was clinically diagnosed. Her drug addictions exacerbated it. She and I used to get into arguments that would turn into fistfights and we'd seriously beat the shit out of each other, it was really crazy stuff. But I always loved her, and she loved me too, even if she was a drug addled lunatic.
calicuz · 51-55, M
@BlueMetalChick

Wow, you would think you would have turned out to be a real nutcase yourself...lol...
BlueMetalChick · 26-30, F
@calicuz I can't tell if that's sarcasm or if you actually don't know that I'm also a drug addicted maniac.
@BlueMetalChick I’ve missed you. I remember all our talks. 🦋
@BlueMetalChick No your not !
@BlueMetalChick You’re a lot better, though. Than you used to be.
BlueMetalChick · 26-30, F
@DarkHeaven You're absolutely right about that. And thank god.
BlueMetalChick · 26-30, F
@MarmeeMarch You might be surprised 😏

But then even as crazy as I think I am, a lot of shit that I hear and see others do still makes me wonder what's wrong with them.
@BlueMetalChick I used to get so worried for you. I hated it. 🖤
@BlueMetalChick I know... but you have to keep my secrets now. You promised. ✌️
calicuz · 51-55, M
@BlueMetalChick

I didn't know you were an addict. Are you in treatment?
BlueMetalChick · 26-30, F
@DarkHeaven [i]Usta necce izdati um.[/i]
BlueMetalChick · 26-30, F
@calicuz No. I'm not nearly as bad as I once was. Some years ago I was completely out of control. I've done a lot to better my mental health since the old days but I still love my acid and hashish.
calicuz · 51-55, M
@BlueMetalChick

Never tried acid, but it's on my list...lol...
BlueMetalChick · 26-30, F
@calicuz It's a lot less of a danger than the shit I used to do, MDMA and monkey dust and bath salts and whatnot.
@BlueMetalChick I know. 🖤🤗
@BlueMetalChick Monkey Dust was the worst for you... of course MDMA wasn’t great either. The worst was you be on multiple things. I would be so worried because you were on here as erratic af. And then you’d log to do some kind of crazy shit. I’m so glad that’s over.
BlueMetalChick · 26-30, F
@DarkHeaven I started with that stuff when I used to box at the gym. I did it mostly for exercise but also because I'm exceptionally competitive and I would get waxed up to make myself feel excessively mean and aggressive. And then I couldn't stop.
@BlueMetalChick I know. 🖤🤗
CrustyDDingus · 36-40, M
@BlueMetalChick you’re my favorite gypsy 🤷🏻‍♂️ But you’re also the only gypsy I know.
BlueMetalChick · 26-30, F
@CrustyDDingus Well, that's not technically true but I can't elaborate without revealing a secret that was entrusted to me. So you'll just have to take my word for it.
CrustyDDingus · 36-40, M
@BlueMetalChick oh yeah, I forgot about that 😂
BlueMetalChick · 26-30, F
@CrustyDDingus I wasn't aware that you knew.