How do you grieve? I've just lost my Mum and it's all the little things I miss ... so much.

My mother died a little over two years ago. I went through terrible times. I experienced all the emotions, especially guilt. I always thought what if this or that had taken place, she might still be alive. I can still cry easily thinking of her and her last days. But what I do to keep from doing that is I block it out and think of other things. That's how I cope. It's still raw in some respects but sometimes someone will mention my mom and how she was a spit fire. I can laugh about that now. My deepest condolences to you and your family. I hope you feel better soon. It takes time but you will.💐🤗