Any social anxiety sufferers?

Im battling with my social anxiety. I have severe depression and im at my wits end. Im 27 nad have no job no care ,licence nothing and get more depressed every day. I really need to get myself a job and build my life. I ran away many times from jib interviews and went to work for a few days and never go back.

I treat my bf like shit and keep breaking up with him. I say the most horrible things to him iguess i do that because of my broken relationship with my family who left me and my mother with nothing.i really cant live anymore likethis.What do i do?