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attaboy · 22-25
Depressed, bullied. Waking up, heavy eyes, the thoughts already screaming in my head. Smiling through the pain when it feels like a hurricane within. The surrounding people didn't exactly make it better...Coming home from hell to a person who made the thoughts go away and made that smile. Going to bed, distracting myself with tv shows until 2 a.m as i couldnt bare the thoughts alone in my room. wake up, repeat.
This person, who I only had known for half a year, the only positity... she passed away in cancer. What was left, thoughts and feelings, almost killed me. Pain within, pain at home, in school and in the people i met. I am still recovering although it was 3 years ago. I proboably never will. I will learn to live with it
This person, who I only had known for half a year, the only positity... she passed away in cancer. What was left, thoughts and feelings, almost killed me. Pain within, pain at home, in school and in the people i met. I am still recovering although it was 3 years ago. I proboably never will. I will learn to live with it
BeautifulDisaster · 31-35, F
@attaboy Very deep, depression is like death. You face it by yourself, you cannot actually talk about it with most people because they will leave you thinking you're stupid.
attaboy · 22-25
@BeautifulDisaster Yeah, most people take it like just a bad day. Wave it of and say "yeah I am tired too, I had a rough day"
BeautifulDisaster · 31-35, F
@attaboy THAT'S SO SAD, YOU'RE NEVER AT PEACE WITH YOURSELF. YOU ALMOST FEEL LIKE AN ALIEN. THE PAIN IS SO DEEP AT TIMES YOU DON'T EVER FEEL IT ANYMORE
attaboy · 22-25
@BeautifulDisaster i know right ;-;