I once watched a video on fetishes where they said that foot fetish happens when your mom was busy all the time when you were a kid, so when she takes her shoes off you will feel happy or relaxed knowing that she's home now and won't leave you.
I wish I could dive into the unconscious and see things as they're.
To me, if you want to see the truth of things you should not indulge in any act bcz you'll be very impulsive and following a desire that you don't know where it came from. I think everyone should go celibate for like 5 years after engaging in compulsive sexual acts.
Awakening happens by experiencing and having a time for introspection.
Sex is necessary, we must do it but not commit to it forever. It's something subtle and takes time to understand it.
It's the idea that we should look for love instead of sex that killed our spirits. Like a kid learns how to walk, we should've explored our sexuality to the fullest, but instead, we are taught that it's a shame and end up watching porn and faping. Look how miserable 12-16 yrs old look today, most of em have Zain Malik or Kylie Jenner as a pp on Instagram ( or stalk them) bcz they're used to love someone out of reach bcz they're too ashamed to experience something in real life. Moreover, they end up cheating bcz they get into a relationship to justify for the world that now tha6 they've right to do sex. Just do it already.
Really fuck this world 😔
