Today was difficult, somehow my mood and energy is sluggish and devilish thoughts have made nests in my head
I picked up myself and took me to the stadium to train. All was so unwilling! I could barely walk and wouldn't want to move. So I sat down and said, okay , just stay around for an hour and go back.
And then slowly I did this and that and I ended up getting into a training, even if lazy and imperfect.
It was good as in the end an older friend appeared. He hugged me and was a nice sweet hug. We spoke a little bit, he told me how I was always carrying that light - and once he left I teared up.
He told me how he is seeing me throughout the years to be training.. and told me now how he'd quit everything - I remember him taking a lot of substances but he too had a tough life.
Well it was great to see him. I was wearing white and he yellow and it felt as if we were children again, it is nice when I meet people that I remember since they were children.
Then I got motivated to buy some healthy foods as for few days again my diet became dull and greasy. I got some fruit and yoghurt.
And then slowly I did this and that and I ended up getting into a training, even if lazy and imperfect.
It was good as in the end an older friend appeared. He hugged me and was a nice sweet hug. We spoke a little bit, he told me how I was always carrying that light - and once he left I teared up.
He told me how he is seeing me throughout the years to be training.. and told me now how he'd quit everything - I remember him taking a lot of substances but he too had a tough life.
Well it was great to see him. I was wearing white and he yellow and it felt as if we were children again, it is nice when I meet people that I remember since they were children.
Then I got motivated to buy some healthy foods as for few days again my diet became dull and greasy. I got some fruit and yoghurt.
