I have to admit... I am really not feeling Thanksgiving this year

I have always been a holiday fan. I used to decorate faithfully every year, and always hosted the holiday dinners at my place throughout most years.

But this year I am absolutely disinterested in any of that. 😒 I just feel like there is no point, since I am thousands of miles away from my family and have no friends here in AZ. I don't even really want to cook a dinner for me and my bf, tbh.

I think I would feel differently if I was still in the same state as my family.