This is not real. It’s just an alternate universe.

Before I hoped in the shower tonight I texted you, “ Sooo…still on the fence? lol” You texted back 3 minutes later, so I hop outta the shower and read your message, “I had to think about it. Let’s do this! I got the days free from work!” I smile and look in the mirror wow, I can’t believe this is happening. I have to find my bag. I think I’ll pick the 2nd hotel. Omg I can’t say a word to anyone, except for Sheena. Definitely have to do laundry and shave I hop back into the shower and continue to day dream, until the nagging thoughts begin, you’re so fat. How could he like you when you barely lost any weight since last year. Your acne is bumpy …shush! You have medicine now, it’s so much better, besides- if he doesn’t like u bc ur a little fatter than u used to be, he’s dumb. His loss. Besides- he must like you if he’s ok w taking a trip w u to see a concert!…. Right? Unless he really is there for the concert and just wants to split the hotel bc it’s convenient… But he’s a man w a job I doubt it’s for the room. That whole city is full of hotels. If he wanted his own room he could afford it; he’d get his own room. He’s there for you girl *snap*snap*Now wash your hair … I stopped thinking for a moment and start washing my hair w shampoo. Rinse. Conditioner….to be continued