Life continually shows me, that I walk alone.

It's not healthy, I crave friends/community. But people either want to consume me with need or only use me when it suits them. I know I am worth more, but it's not coming. I will pick myself up and carry on being a good mom, loving nature and I will stand up for your human rights and mine. I'm not afraid of sadness or dying alone, just sad that I couldn't give the love I know I am capable of, for the sake of putting something good into the world.

I believe in you, from a distance 🌊

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SwampFlower · 31-35, F

This was something that was missing for most of my life and I remember this feeling all too well. It seems like it gets harder and harder to create meaningful connections with each passing year.

You are a good human and I hope you do eventually find your people. You mention loving nature and defending human rights...have you looked into any local meetups or advocacy groups that may need volunteers? Just a thought to get you to branch out and possibly meet other like minded people.

Good luck ❤

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SwampFlower · 31-35, F

@MarbleMarvel That is so hard and I am so sorry it is happening in your home town. We see it play out in our local communities here too and it is always so tragic.

Do you have any idea where you want to go?

MarbleMarvel

@SwampFlower Tucson AZ. We loved it in our travels. My son and I didn't have pain there, the warm and dry air helps, the sunshine. It's a vibrant community there. People are genuinely kind, look you in the eye. I have no idea how to do it all alone but I will.

Thank you for being so sweet and encouraging. Sending love to you. I know you're having a rough time too, but I always believe in you 🫂

SwampFlower · 31-35, F

@MarbleMarvel I believe in you, too, friend 🤗🤗❤

Bexsy

You are worth more and I am glad you see that. I see so many that don't realize that fact. Myself included sometime.

MarbleMarvel

@Bexsy I wish things were more gentle. I get human nature yada yada but obviously we're damaging each other and we know that's not the point. That's why I can't internalize it anymore. I know better. You know better. It just doesn't change anything around us.

Bexsy

@MarbleMarvel you're right. We all know how to do better.

Blondily · F

Your words touch my heart
This helps me to love myself

JimboSaturn · 51-55, M

I think we all need more community.

MarbleMarvel

@JimboSaturn We absolutely do. I grew up with a strong community, so it's really hard to feel ditched at this point in life when I finally could of contributed.

legalboxers · M

you just put that Green Day song in my head.. Are you ok?

Keeper · M

The beach is always good therapy

MarbleMarvel

@Keeper the ocean is my only friend

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