What's the most magical thing you've done [I Am Magical]

@MougyWolf what is that

@Nobody00 Back in August, I was very high on drugs, (a mix of meth, coke, acid), and decided to do some cutting, and well.. when a drop of my blood hit the floor, it did this.

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I can tell you what I see, though I'd be more interested to hear what others have to say of it. What do you see?

@MougyWolf dude. Meth and acid are a fucked up combination. You let the devil take over.
I’ve taken Aya after a coke bender and a failed hot shot attempt, dude I went to hell.

@MougyWolf I see the letter S

@SW-User Yeah, it was very much like that, I fear I might have actually died, and hit the furnace, hell, etc. It was all kinds of fucked up, really, and still is for me, though I've been and clean for several months now.

I try to wrap my head around what this picture drawn in blood means, did it come from my mind alone? Is this a lie spelled out by the drug itself and the evil that it comes from? Is this dark magic by my use of such drugs that is telling me the truth about my nature? Is this the consequence of, well, myself having been mated with a canine for years, and is this a spiritual depiction of us, in my system, made visible?

I'll admit that I had not much idea what I was doing, but I knew something was bound to happen with the blood letting, I had a sort of suspected something magical might happen. It did, and plenty more stuff in the forest that I haven't mentioned.

I can't pretend to understand it though. I'd called this a type of magic that I naively stumbled into, on a whim.

@SW-User I see the outline shape, as an 8 or perhaps the infinity sign, but in the way it tapers off near the bottom does also make it look like and S, yes. It was moving, as it formed this final shape, it was moving, and the outline, within it's own surface tension, so too moving along that track that it formed, by the time I managed to snap the picture, it was nearly still, and formed that.

@MougyWolf that’s what the meth does, pulls on strings like a puppet, and yet Metallica’s, “Master of Puppets” is about Cocaine addiction, but Meth didn’t exist then well that we know of.
Make it a goal for yourself. Keep staying clean off that shit for at least a year and maybe if you think about getting high again, don’t go back to the see through flute, instead, take some hallucinogenic, lsd or even shrooms. I would say DMT but that’s not for the faint hearted, even just save that for the second year away from the shards, you may have a bad encounter on a trip, but take them as a learning and see through the demons of meth and keep yourself clear of it.

I went all out and had DMT instead of the milder trips while trying to get clean off coke, even a mushroom trip two years ago reminded me not to take life for granted and I was in a very great headspace then.