This might come off as edgy and cringe

But at this point in my life, it feels like God hates me for being alive. I am constantly going through bs in my life money-wise. I wish I could never wake up. I'm exhausted with life and done. I'm 34 but I feel like I've had enough of life I've already lived 34 years and I'm done. I don't mean to sound edgy I'm just over it.