When people just assume

I don't know why everyone assume that I am a nerd who doesn't know much about anything except studying and stuff. Random people WHO DO NOT EVEN KNOW ME WELL approach me when they want to talk about work or study, sometimes I wonder why I give these nerdy vibes to people, when I spend most of my time watching silly stupid stuff, it is really all I do...!! I even need to renew my memberships and for that I need to complete a certain number of hours of learning, but I can't even get myself to do that. I keep receiving these threatening emails that they will kick me out, and I am like meh, when I get to it. I also need to brush up on my technical knowledge because I will be out in the job market again at some point in the future, and I really can't get myself to do that. I just waste all the time, endlessly watching stupid videos and shows, yet I find people who I don't even know well talking to me, as if I spend all my time reading and studying 🤷‍♀️

In high school, I chose art major and not science, it is because was not that big of a nerd really.. Topping my class did not require that much studying because EVERYONE DID NOT STUDY IN ART MAJOR. People at work were shocked when they knew, they had assumed I was science major.. I was like, wtf do you know about my life to assume things... You built an image for me in your head that I am a nerdy nerd and then assumed stuff based on it, and now you are shocked. I don't even tell them the slightest private things about my life, it is so annoying when they still assume with confidence while they have no phuking idea what I do when I leave work 🤷‍♀️ I also think the fact that I don't wear any make up has to do with it. Stupid.