I Had An Embarrassing Moment

So in Cyber Camp, we were doing a team building exercise and all had to hold onto each other. Most people are just holding hands, so I take Shawn’s hand and instantly attempt to entwine our fingers like lovers do. The only experiences I’ve had with holding hands have been that, romantic, so that was embarrassing. I soon changed my hand holding technique, haha. Shawn, like every guy in the group, knew I’m not straight too haha I hope he didn’t think it was weird. Shawn isn’t even really that attractive in personality or body. Would I date him? Maybe just based on how interesting and kind he is, but he might get on my nerves quickly by talking too much, which he does.