I Get So Embarrassed When I Embarrass Myself

well now im sure my neighbours think im a disgusting pig.. uggh so embarrassing

I noticed that a lot of my medication was gone from its usual spot and after looking for ages in a panic, I finally thought damn maybe I accidently put it in the garbage bin when I was cleaning the house..
so I go outside and start digging through my bin and I should mention I am short so I was literally in the bin with only my legs out (yes it was gross) finally I find my medicine and as soon as I poke my head out of bin I see my neighbours looking over the fence in disgust..

now after a shower, I still feel gross knowing my neighbours seen what they seen.. uggh I hate my life at times

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SW-User

Fuck em. You have to do what you have to do sometimes. People are awfully judgemental and should mind their own shit.

PlumBerries · 31-35, F

@SW-User right lol.. I mean don't look over the fence in my yard even when im being noisy in the bin lol

SW-User

@PlumBerries Exactly. Nosey people bug me too. I mind my buisness unless it effects me directly.

PlumBerries · 31-35, F

I do the same thing :)

SW-User

@PlumBerries yup :) I grew up in the hood. You don't mind your own you get wacked. Haha. (Most of my family is Italian)

PlumBerries · 31-35, F

oh wow getting wacked does not sound good at all 😨

I never grew up in the hood or anything, I just avoid most people and keep to myself

SW-User

@PlumBerries I don't blame you. The more I socialize and am around people the more I just want to get back away. I spent a week at my boyfriend's house and between him and his family I'm almost relieved to be back to my own apt.

PlumBerries · 31-35, F

a whole week, wow good job though. I need time alone to myself and cant be around people fotr that long without any breaks for myself

SW-User

@PlumBerries Thank you. ❤💖💚 :) I'm that way myself.

PlumBerries · 31-35, F

your welcome.. I imagine it was a nerve racking week

SW-User

@PlumBerries It had good parts as well but I was getting stressed as I'm an adult and independant and not used to people's family in my face .

PlumBerries · 31-35, F

totally understandable