You know there's no one way of doing the Work

and so I'm figuring how's my way, that of learning through direct experience, and of making mistakes and returning to the good route.
I have tried many ways, that of the drugs, that of meditation, that of health, that of community learning, that of living on the edge of some remote place, and some more, taking each to a degree.
It is not like I knew what I was doing or I had any plan, other than the wish we all share, to find love, happiness, safety, freedom, abundance, each wishes in their own degree....

I'm writing now all these to say that after last night, where I admitted my fear publicly -well as public as a post on SW makes it - but today I felt, riding my bicycle to go to teach my qigong class, that I took that part with fear along, moving as a whole.
I've booked my tickets to Bali and leaving once my qigong seminar is over.

I went and sat by the beach and had sometime there.

I will take sometime now and try to rest as I am again restless in my energy. I am actually excited, but that too is read by the body as stress. I will try to rest.
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