I am both hating that I don't have many friends since I moved away from the city for so long and loving it.

I mean as it is now I have to come in early to try and get Extra Credit any way I can to literally make up for the points I just lost.

and the thing is I'll do it because I have nothing better to be doing anyways, like I'd just be chatting online with the time anyways or reading a book for fun or playing Fantasian and all that stuffs really great and all but literally I have to prevaill in this class and evidently it's not High school anymore so Mark has ONE job and it's to prepare us for Math 95.

So I'll be there an hour early on wednesday during his office hours.

I'll also probably ask for his linked in after this.

So many mixed emotions right now swirling around inside my head. I'm lonely. But part of me knows if I wasn't I would be so tempted to Chill with my Friends instead of doing literally whatever it took to knock those doors down and prevail during class.

I'm hell driven at this point so it's like this was a setback no doubt but I will not let that stop me.

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