Brainstorming
I'm for sure not going to pass music theory 3 (only offered in the fall), which has to be taken before music theory 4 (only offered in the spring). I've still got a whole spring semester left this spring which includes my senior performance recital. It'll be 17 credit hours but less now that I can't take theory 4 yet, and it'll hopefully be less stressful than it would be with that class.
I have failed a bunch of classes since being here, but I'm not giving up despite everything going on until I get this damn degree so I can be taken seriously in the working world, especially as a brown man.
The one thing I need to overcome is what other people think or say and their expectations for me. Because of my own shortcomings, some people that have tried to help me ignore me but fail to realize that I need to learn to do this on my own and not be helped and then get dropped into the deep end because they just stop suddenly.
I know I love music and performance, but most of my happiness lies in helping others - I feel good about myself and what I'm doing from helping people. I was thinking of going for Music Therapy and then going for opera later, or also picking up a trade like plumbing or carpentry. Without a father figure, if anyone has advice or wisdom about discipline or planning for the future I would appreciate it very much.
I have failed a bunch of classes since being here, but I'm not giving up despite everything going on until I get this damn degree so I can be taken seriously in the working world, especially as a brown man.
The one thing I need to overcome is what other people think or say and their expectations for me. Because of my own shortcomings, some people that have tried to help me ignore me but fail to realize that I need to learn to do this on my own and not be helped and then get dropped into the deep end because they just stop suddenly.
I know I love music and performance, but most of my happiness lies in helping others - I feel good about myself and what I'm doing from helping people. I was thinking of going for Music Therapy and then going for opera later, or also picking up a trade like plumbing or carpentry. Without a father figure, if anyone has advice or wisdom about discipline or planning for the future I would appreciate it very much.