I Hate Guys Who Hit Women

i was totalky deppressed in this life...many guys have a lot of gf..they got beauty money everything....guys like me are so weak but human...in ny case my motto in life is just one women forever...and i m still singke with lot of emotions on my head...i never has anything in my life which makes me haply....i dont even takk with girls..but i really wish to...i know i m weak...but somebody can understand me and just be my friend i love to talk ny worries out...moreover in internet i looked fr a girl to chat with...i didnt get anyone....endless emotions make awkward and weird

to whom can i tell...twho can love me