And also, some ahole stole stuff from one of my properties. Stuff that are a part of the irrigation system.

After you remove them, they are too dysfunctional to be sold. Makes me think it is just someone who is upset at me sabotaging my work.

It is good this happened in winter/spring. The veggies and the trees can survive without it before I get it sorted again.

I also have to go to work before my appointment to argue. I am not really fit to do that but oh well. I have been worse and I still could kik ass everywhere. And even when I couldn't, I bought myself some time and space to go back to it later.

I have to do what I have to do.

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ThirstenHowl · M

I hope maybe someone can drive you to and from your appointment or otherwise offset your tiredness today 🤗

Can the work argument not be put off a couple of days, so you can just focus on the appointment today, and seeing the blooms tomorrow?

Why would anyone there who knows where your farms are be upset enough with you to engage in criminal acts like that?

Miram · 31-35, F

@ThirstenHowl

There are a LOT of people upset at me for so many reasons. The list of suspects is endless. Lol

ThirstenHowl · M

@Miram well damn, that's another airborne virus to design, I can't imagine that anyone who would have an issue with you would actually be in the right on that issue 🤗

Miram · 31-35, F

@ThirstenHowl

Minor issues, maybe I am/was wrong.

Major ones? No, if I adopted a cause as my own , I had usually given it a great amount of thoughts and planning. Morality included.

My flaw is anger. I can de-escalate but I get so pissed that I push the whole cart to the hell pit so everyone can suffer just to understand why suffering is unnecessary. I could use some diplomacy skills and patience.

Then again, if I wasn't that way, I might have been dead by now. It's just now it is unnecessary for survival.

ThirstenHowl · M

@Miram if your workload does become less intense next month, and you do start increasing your number of therapy visits, maybe the therapist can help you deal with the anger, if you really do feel it is a significant issue and think it's important enough to modify