My psychiatrist and parents are really pissing me off

And the nurse that works at the department of mental health corrigan mental health center really annoyed me today. I am so tired of people bringing up my warm and bundled up layers of clothing. First of all it’s fucking rude to ask someone aren’t you hot in all that my dear? No I was not or I wouldn’t be wearing my cold weather attire. I rolled my eyes but what I really wanted to do was tell the nurse to mind her own business and keep her comments to herself. She said oh I remember you’re cold all the time. She said my outfit was cute but warm. My psychiatrist remembered what my parents said about my clothing being an issue and he thinks it’s part of the disease of schizophrenia making someone view of reality distorted he asked if I wanted to increase my abilify to help with my mood and concentration and to see if it would help me change my brain chemistry to feel less cold and not have to deal with people hammering about my clothing if I wore less heavy clothing and warm layers. Excuse me the cold is not part of my schizophrenia!!! I felt very irritated at the impertinence of bringing up my clothing choices again. So what if people look at me strangely I’m not changing the way I dress to appease narrow minded idiots who can’t fathom that someone is different from them!!! That includes my family. If my clinician ever brings this up again or the nurse makes one comment I will say such scathing things and will embarrass them for their rudeness. And I will tell my parents to fuck off. My family cares too much how I dress and not everyone is staring at me that’s so narcissistic to think! That’s either highly anxious or narcissistic mindset. I have many.issues to fix my clothing is not one of them. Grrrgh…..