It's extremely frustrating to be always not enough isn't?

I'm so sick and every move I do affects my body
And my mother always rings my ears with her unpleasant comments about housework she never likes how I do it or if I don't do it it's like a sick game she plays with me always scolding to the point where I saw no point of doing it or I don't know how to do it and seem very doubtful and unsure and I confident of the way I do it she made me hate doing housework.. And even obsessed or so indifferent abt it... She made me really sick now what to do?!