I wish I was pretty

I wish I was pretty. I wish I was taller. I wish my body was sexier. I wish my hair wasn't so messy. I wish I wasn't so skinny. I wish people would look at me and like me. I wish someone had a crush on me. I wish someone would want me. All my friends are so attractive, they have people that likes then romantically and actively pursues them. I wish someone would do that for me. I wish I was liked. I'm not even asking for pity or comfort I just genuinely think I am so ugly. I'm smart, I'm kind, I'm thoughtful, I'm funny, I'm caring. I feel so ugly. And disguting. I hate my body, I hate the way my bones are so apparent and I hate the way my friend keeps telling me I'm bony and people telling me I'm skinny. I hate hate hate hate hate my body so much I hate my arms I hate my chest I hate my legs I hate my feet I hate collarbones I hate my hips I hate my hands I hate myself I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it