I Have Lost People I Love From Cancer

It's currently 12:34 AM, and I can't sleep. I have nights like this, usually because I'm plagued with nightmares if I sleep. I'm alone, watching the clock slowly progress. This was just like the weeks following her death. I rarely slept, ate anything, or left the house. I've been begging whatever god exists to let me hear her voice one more time. I would give anything to hear her say, "Everything will be okay," just once more. There are many things I want to tell her.