I Am HIV Positive

Im 21 Years Old Jus Diagnosed With Hiv... Im a 21 year old female n my dr told me i was hiv positive and i feel like im losing my mind for the last two years ive been feeling really sick only to find out thats the reason im currently with my sons father and i had to tell him and take him to get tested im really afraid and i need help so anywho who has been through plz help me