Sick of being sick
In line with the truth that the brain bone is connected to the everything else bone, I'm so pissed off at myself that I've gone & psyched myself sick again. Some years ago I had diverticulitis, probably stressed induced, that would not clear up. I ended up having some innards removed to cure it. Now I'm certain that it's come back, once again due to my inability to cope with the stressor(s) in my life. I don't want to end up with a ostomy bag or the like but I'm worried that may be the outcome if this keeps happening. I can't exercise or do yoga too much because not only does my abdomen feel bad it effects my back too. A fucking mess. Thanks for listening, that is all.