Unvisible disabilities
Being born with a rare embarrassing unvisible disability is really frustrating and when people think they know better than me that lives with this every day makes me really upset. I know what I can do and not can do...no one else. When people tell me what I can do and not and when they treat an adult man as a kid I loose the reliability to these people and dont trust them anymore. This disability has caused me much trouble in my life and I have been humiliated many times. I have never had a girl, I dont know what true love is and getting a girl that loves me for who I am isn´t easy and I get very envy in other guys that can get girls as a magnet. Everytime I try to get a girl I get nervous like something blocks me to say or do anything and when girls notice that it seems they avoid me because I am borned with a disability. Girls wants men that can dance like John Travolta in Grease and perfect strong men that they can feel safe with and can "live up to" girls demandings like bodybuiders, firemen, securityguards etc...not disabled guys that have to walk with a walking frame.
Same is if the guy is older than her then he´s "out of her interest". I am 55 years old now and I often have heard that I look much younger but the age can also be missleading because when girls ask how old I am they get often surprised when I tell them I am 55 when themself are 18 maybe 25 years or something then they say you are too old for me and then you are out of their interest again. Girls often want kids too and when they guy dont want kids "you are out of her picture" forever. Why is kids so important for girls, kids are really expensive same as own a car, dog or cat is, I know many girls and gys that live together many years without kids and I also know girls can´t get kids or dont want anymore kids?
One single kid cost about 2,4 millions from the birth to the age of 18 years and you have to have a good job with a montly salary at atleast 30000 a month to have kids and being able to pay for them for 18 years! I can never get a job and in this situation I am in now and forever I have done the choise not to have kids, car, cat or a dog.
Same is if the guy is older than her then he´s "out of her interest". I am 55 years old now and I often have heard that I look much younger but the age can also be missleading because when girls ask how old I am they get often surprised when I tell them I am 55 when themself are 18 maybe 25 years or something then they say you are too old for me and then you are out of their interest again. Girls often want kids too and when they guy dont want kids "you are out of her picture" forever. Why is kids so important for girls, kids are really expensive same as own a car, dog or cat is, I know many girls and gys that live together many years without kids and I also know girls can´t get kids or dont want anymore kids?
One single kid cost about 2,4 millions from the birth to the age of 18 years and you have to have a good job with a montly salary at atleast 30000 a month to have kids and being able to pay for them for 18 years! I can never get a job and in this situation I am in now and forever I have done the choise not to have kids, car, cat or a dog.
