A few days ago I made an angry post about vaccines

I was stupid. Eating up everything I read on social media and spewing it out elsewhere to cause a reaction. Which is what I've always done with everything. But I'm going to change my whole life because nothing good has come from that. I have a vaccine appointment in the morning. I'm anxious but I'm also not. I think a part of me always trusted the science but it was just more exciting to go against it.