I Wish They Would Find A Cure For Cancer
So this is my first post on here and I am struggling to type my friend who has been more like a mother to me is at the end of her life doctors came today and told us that she may only have days and I am sitting here not even knowing what to feel so many emotions are hitting me right now and because I'm the strong one I never let it out I support everyone else ... so here I am and I want to share who she is because she is amazing .
Born and adopted in 1955 she grew up in a travelling community she met her husband in her teenage years when her protected her from nasty kids ... they became friends they married when she was 18 and she went on to have 7 yes 7 children nan to 19 great nan to 1. She has always been warm caring and a mother to many more over the years I met her as a tiny tot when I became friends with one of the 7 children . I have been close to them all for as long as I can remember we have had alot of laughs over the years as she had the greatest sense of humour .
Now we have to say goodbye and I can not imagine life without her in it I have tried to support her and the family as best I can this is where I am strong for them but in truth my heart is breaking I talk to the doctors and collect medication to save her husband having to cope with those things there have been too many mistakes made by the doctors and I deal with that the surgery have got it wrong a lot they messed up prescriptions and I have found myself so angry they can treat a terminally ill woman this way ... I know I am rambling but I am just struggling tonight I dont want to say goodbye Im not ready nor are the rest of the family
Born and adopted in 1955 she grew up in a travelling community she met her husband in her teenage years when her protected her from nasty kids ... they became friends they married when she was 18 and she went on to have 7 yes 7 children nan to 19 great nan to 1. She has always been warm caring and a mother to many more over the years I met her as a tiny tot when I became friends with one of the 7 children . I have been close to them all for as long as I can remember we have had alot of laughs over the years as she had the greatest sense of humour .
Now we have to say goodbye and I can not imagine life without her in it I have tried to support her and the family as best I can this is where I am strong for them but in truth my heart is breaking I talk to the doctors and collect medication to save her husband having to cope with those things there have been too many mistakes made by the doctors and I deal with that the surgery have got it wrong a lot they messed up prescriptions and I have found myself so angry they can treat a terminally ill woman this way ... I know I am rambling but I am just struggling tonight I dont want to say goodbye Im not ready nor are the rest of the family
46-50, F
