I hate being in the hospital.

Well, life is super fun. When things started to look up, I ended up I the hospital with a back injury. It’s Been three days and I’m still there. Five days of bareable pain and going on four with completely unbearable pain. Seemed like a pulled muscle but I fell a few days ago and it’s been tenfold. It’s so bad. No answers yet, on what’s going on, they seem clueless. but I’m On pain meds. Muscle relaxer and steroids. I cannot move without extreme pain and cannot walk or move without help or assistive devices. My CT didn’t show anything alarming, so I get an MRI today or tomorrow.
I am without work as it is of recent. And if this is a permanent issue it’ll be been harder to work. I’m already behind on some stuff but I’m trying my best. Go fund me doesn’t seem to get me anywhere for the hospital bills I’m gonna have and funds go get back on my feet. I have kids worried about me and friends and family trying to watch them but they are poor as it is and also work so it’s tricky for them. At this point I feel like I’ll have to beg for donations 😭😭 I hate this so much. I want the pain to stop and want to go home…