I don't like feeling scared
Scared of illness, of running out of breath, the panic attacks where I have to remind myself that I can breathe and it's just my thoughts messing with me.
I been taking all my new meds that my new pulmonologist prescribed for me and I actually do feel that my chest feels lighter giving space for my immune system to kick start itself.
But unfortunately something else broke.. My digestive system is fukd chronic constipation, bloating and fecal impaction. I feel uncomfortable all the time, I can't go out freely, I can't eat without worrying about a million things, it's affecting my mood, my energy and my breathing. It's a damn cycle of unfortunate events. It's 2024 all over again.
I tend to think I'll fix it again and that I'll be ok I'm really trying and fighting but I need a break seriously.
I been taking all my new meds that my new pulmonologist prescribed for me and I actually do feel that my chest feels lighter giving space for my immune system to kick start itself.
But unfortunately something else broke.. My digestive system is fukd chronic constipation, bloating and fecal impaction. I feel uncomfortable all the time, I can't go out freely, I can't eat without worrying about a million things, it's affecting my mood, my energy and my breathing. It's a damn cycle of unfortunate events. It's 2024 all over again.
I tend to think I'll fix it again and that I'll be ok I'm really trying and fighting but I need a break seriously.
31-35, M
