So apparently it wasn't an infection?

@Notladylike It's infurating and mind-boggling all at the same time. 😂 I just want to live a peaceful life and my own shell won't allow it haha

@thepeculiarpanda It really is! It also makes me a resistant patient. I’ve been getting calls from my specialist to schedule a ketamine infusion but I just know it won’t go to plan for me. I’ll probably end up deep in psychosis or have a heart attack 😂

@Notladylike I've debated looking into them because traditional medicine has done absolutely nothing for me and I'm so out of steam. 😂

@thepeculiarpanda There seems to be some strong evidence for them. The major con for me is it requires a one week inpatient admission with the pump attached for the duration. I’ve seen some places in the US offer it as just a day treatment which looks less invasive.
I know what you mean about being willing to try just about anything

@Notladylike There are a few not too far from me but they're really expensive and I don't think they take insurance. It wouod be worth it if it helped though. 🤔