Mysterious Illness from Hell

I've been very sick for almost 4 months now. It would take too long to describe all the painful symptoms. Don't know the name of my illness because I've been way too sick to get to a doctor. I'm 77 years old and ready to die if it's my time. I have no family and all my contemporaries have moved hundreds or thousands of miles to live with their adult children. I have no children, no family. I was an only child so no siblings. Its been a painful and very lonely time for me. I have started to feel better these last 2 weeks. Until today I was unable to even post a message here. Just too sick. Now it looks to me as if I might recover. At least I am almost well enough to see a doctor now and will go one of these days. My health service doesn't do much for old folks. I'm in a lot of pain of various kinds most of the time. I am pretty much bedridden. Being a Christian helps (converted from Judiasm about 3 years ago).

Not much to say. Sorry this post is so boring and depressing. Just wanted to reach out to people for the first time in months. I'm in pain and lonely. If you even just let me know you've read this, I will feel less alone and that will help. Four months of multiple kinds of pain plus total loneliness really sucks. Hope this post finds all who are reading it in excellent health. The value and importance of good health can never be overestimated. Thank you for reading my post.