Ever wish someone would stop putting you on a pedestal?

Like I'm not all that. I can't give you the kind of connection you want with me. I tell you but you don't seem to believe me or you're so blinded by what you want that you still try anyway. We play this game where one of us disappears first but then you always come back first. At this point I'm just wondering aren't you too old for this shit?? Shouldn't you be focused on finding your forever person?? (Who isn't me) Just thinking out loud yeah I know those questions should be asked to him directly but I don't know if I will