Ok there was this one time......

....and I was just staring at this white waterfall. It seemed neverending. The crazy part was I knew of nothing else: identity, history, hearing and my body all gone. I had some ability to think i guess🤷‍♀️.
But all my life had ever consisted of was this white waterfall. Only real thought I had was "im dead" beats me how I got to thinking that, the concept of being alive was long gone.
Strangest feeling and it seemed to go on forever. TBH scared the crap outta me🙃

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revenant · F

It looks like you have great capacities to MeDiTaTe

Alison · 18-21, F

@revenant rotfl yeah
"I was climbing a ladder, got so high I reached the sun"

revenant · F

@Alison careful not to burn then

Alison · 18-21, F

@revenant im trying to find the right quote : )
Ive quit doing this shit now. Its all just memories u know?

revenant · F

@Alison the sun is no pun but have some fun

Alison · 18-21, F

@Alison I cant find the actual quote.

"A lot of people never make it back, I did"
Its all just history now🤷‍♀️

Alison · 18-21, F

@revenant lets face it
Being an ex drug addict, ex stoner and ex alcoholic makes u cool😎.
U got the stories but arent u know as annoying AF *laughs*

revenant · F

@Alison I do not know. You are saying that people find you interesting yet boring because of your past addictions ? not sure if I am getting you right here.

Alison · 18-21, F

@revenant in my rl and even here im super tolerant. It was brought on by my past drug use honestly. You just start to see past everything and u never forget.
No everyone gets there tho, only the survivors
Thats what I mean i think if im even making sense