Ok there was this one time......

....and I was just staring at this white waterfall. It seemed neverending. The crazy part was I knew of nothing else: identity, history, hearing and my body all gone. I had some ability to think i guess🤷‍♀️.
But all my life had ever consisted of was this white waterfall. Only real thought I had was "im dead" beats me how I got to thinking that, the concept of being alive was long gone.
Strangest feeling and it seemed to go on forever. TBH scared the crap outta me🙃