To be who I need to be

I quick drinking almost a year in June. I also no longer smoke cigerettes. The glares I get now at social events for not tagging along is super funny. Its nice being the sober one..I hate however I am always lol chosen to be the DD. I feel alot healther and still my body has a long way to go and will probably never be 100 percent again, due to the damage already being done to my own stupidity