Are you open enough to admit how many people you've sexted with on SW? 👀

There was one guy on here that lived in Louisiana that I flirted with back and forth at one time when I was single. Some really hot messages, really steamy stuff that got me going each time , but no sexting of nudes. I liked him as a person too.

Then after some dating, I eventually got serious with the person who became my husband. I wasn't single anymore. And I told him that my dating someone turned into a relationship, and I couldn't do the hot messaging anymore. And that as much as I liked him, and the steamy exchanges we wrote each other...I was really sorry but I made a choice to be in a relationship with the person I had been dating... and I wished him well in finding love. But I didn't want to lead him on, or be dishonest to the person I had chosen to be in a relationship with either. I basically friendzoned him. :/

It was a bit awkward, and we just exchanged mostly a few friendly messages now and then to keep up on how each other was doing-like how he was doing with helping with volunteer animal rescue that he did. After about a year of being just friends, He sent me a goodbye message one day, and wished me lots of happiness and blocked me. I felt really bad, because I think I broke his heart at the time. I felt bad, because I really really liked him, just not as much as the person I was dating. And I chose them. And life worked out that way. Maybe if I'd never met my husband, things would be different? We had made plans to meet up in New Orleans at one point. But I backed out. I couldn't do it after deciding to get serious with my boyfriend. idk. It just seemed like such a bad idea. And up to that point, I think he held out hope that I might break up with my then boyfriend.

I have no idea if he's still on here or not. But I hope he's doing really really well. I hope he's fantastic and has a girlfriend or wife and doesn't think of me anymore. It was a long time ago now. idk.

Also I was an idiot.