I am so glad that I'm not out there dating with no back up network of friends.

It's a harsh and sometimes pretty bleak state of affairs. It can be hard on your self worth, patience and energy levels. Trying to have multiple conversations and keep the interest up with strangers. It's really not natural. In real life, you would be putting your efforts into one person who had caught your eye, not 6.

I am tired and I really don't feel like I am getting anywhere. I feel apathy, and this should be exciting.