it kinda seems to me like there's a whole slew of problems in that minefield. you're enough younger than them that any sort of normal social interaction isn't really going to work well - you're just too different, basically a generation apart. it kinda seems like they're basically turning you into a living sex toy. which might be fine with you and you're totally into that. to me it sounds like there's a whole lot to go wrong and very little that can be a benefit for/to you.