I don’t get it.

Tomorrow will be like any other day of the year to me. I have no friends and despise my relatives. I might order Chinese food maybe. I just don’t get the desire to go out and buy stuff for others. Maybe it’s because Im not a material guy but I just don’t see the big need for all this stuff. Idk maybe if I had others it would feel different but honestly I can’t help but think it’s all foolish.