The best advice I can give you is to focus on who you are, not what you are. If you could even become a werewolf, I guarantee you it would not make you a better person and it would not make you free. Running from your problems is not a solution. It's just wasting time before the inevitable confrontation of reality. Being a werewolf doesn't make me a better person. It doesn't make me strong. I make myself strong. It doesn't make me wise. I choose to learn from experience. We are defined by who we are as people, not by the superficiality of appearance. Neither claws nor fingernails will save you. Only you can save yourself.

let me set the record straight on this post: i haven't physically shifted into a werewolf but i figured that i may have mentally shifted instead of doing p-shifting.

You cannot become one. If you think you are m-shifting, chances are you're a therian.

buy some scooby snacks haha

Nothing worst than an depressed werewolf