The best advice I can give you is to focus on who you are, not what you are. If you could even become a werewolf, I guarantee you it would not make you a better person and it would not make you free. Running from your problems is not a solution. It's just wasting time before the inevitable confrontation of reality. Being a werewolf doesn't make me a better person. It doesn't make me strong. I make myself strong. It doesn't make me wise. I choose to learn from experience. We are defined by who we are as people, not by the superficiality of appearance. Neither claws nor fingernails will save you. Only you can save yourself.