I Am A Real Werewolf

Hello im happy there is a place for werewolves it would be nice to talk to some and be apart of a group like this. I'm not a werewolf i dont know what i am anymore. Most of my life i been drawn to the other side of the world or it been drawn to me. Then when i start to date people that were different i started to feel live for the first time now. Now i dont know if im simply a human with power that beings love to have or if i am a reborn goddess that fall from grace anyone i try to find cant seem to help me so i dont know what to do anymore.