I had a pretty entertaining dream.
So in the dream I got deported to Mexico. I told them I was born in the US but they didn’t seem to believe me and completely brushed me off. I was unusually calm because I expected them to not believe me , the nonchalance was real. I let them arrest me, they were screaming at me while my face was completely emotionless. I was bored. I tend to get bored and space out when I don’t feel heard and like what I say isn’t going to matter anyway. I check out.
Next scene I’m in Mexico thinking “why would they even put me here of all places, I’m only 25% Mexican, but okay lol” me just trying to laugh and make light of the situation to cope.
I don’t have family there, I’m walking around hungry trying to find a place that sells carne asada cause a bitch is hungry and carne asada wrapped in a hot corn tortilla with a slice of fresh cheese and Beans would surely hit the spot right now.
Cause I also like to eat to cope.
And then I run into a friend that I’ve blocked 2 weeks ago who apparently happened to be deported as well, and he proceeds to try to comfort me and says “don’t worry, everything’s going to be okay, you and me are going to make our lives here together” I thought “together? Fuck that”
And I remember being very annoyed at him trying to comfort me. I’m literally looking for something to eat, I’m not snot nosed and crying about the situation 😂.
The next thing I did was call some guy up to get me across the border the next morning without saying a word to my friend.
I couldn’t believe that I felt seeing him was the worse part and caused me to leave immediately 💀
I have reoccurring dreams of not being able to get away from him and being stuck with him.
Next scene I’m in Mexico thinking “why would they even put me here of all places, I’m only 25% Mexican, but okay lol” me just trying to laugh and make light of the situation to cope.
I don’t have family there, I’m walking around hungry trying to find a place that sells carne asada cause a bitch is hungry and carne asada wrapped in a hot corn tortilla with a slice of fresh cheese and Beans would surely hit the spot right now.
Cause I also like to eat to cope.
And then I run into a friend that I’ve blocked 2 weeks ago who apparently happened to be deported as well, and he proceeds to try to comfort me and says “don’t worry, everything’s going to be okay, you and me are going to make our lives here together” I thought “together? Fuck that”
And I remember being very annoyed at him trying to comfort me. I’m literally looking for something to eat, I’m not snot nosed and crying about the situation 😂.
The next thing I did was call some guy up to get me across the border the next morning without saying a word to my friend.
I couldn’t believe that I felt seeing him was the worse part and caused me to leave immediately 💀
I have reoccurring dreams of not being able to get away from him and being stuck with him.
