The song big jet plane came on YouTube after this song I was listening to

And it reminded me of my deceased wife because I wanted to take her to Australia, we lived in Switzerland. I really wanted her to have a better life. I shed a tear but that’s about it. I don’t feel much anymore. It’s been eight months and it’s like I’ve forgotten her. It hurts me that I’ve forgotten her but… she’s just gone. There’s nothing left to feel. I don’t understand why it’s like this. Have you just forgotten someone and just felt nothing anymore?

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YoMomma ·

Maybe it happens.. out of sight out of mind..

Ferise1 · 46-50, M

@YoMomma it’s left a hole in my heart that tears cannot heal. I imagine if I saw her again, and I would just fall to my knees and flat on my face and cry my eyes out… but she’s no longer there so I can’t do that. And it feels worse than tears.

YoMomma ·

@Ferise1 yeah 🤐 sorry 😐💔

Ferise1 · 46-50, M

@YoMomma I’m gonna book a tattoo tomorrow… I hesitated to do it because it’s not worth it if she can’t see it, but I’m gonna get the constellation of the “little bear”(that’s what we call the small dipper in French) on my heart. I just don’t care anymore. I’m not gonna use my savings for anything else.❤😊
She had that tattoo on her upper back, proof of her love for me because I always called her my little bear😊❤

YoMomma ·

@Ferise1 aww i’m not really into tattoos but i understand you miss her.. and want to do something in her memory 🥹