and literally seeing the last penis moved with your own eyes. Anyways in 2001/2002 I was philosophizing about penis and which will be the best fit and came down to 9 inches. I then Told God, Satan, Djinn I desire a 9 in penis but told God afterwards it six in penis will be fine. I secretly desire all of my lifetime a larger penis, I will even think about larger penises being substituted with mine. Then in 2016 I went celibate and became psychotic because I wanted my penis to grow and I saw the hallucination.