God is really kind.

God never condemns us. It is sin, that condemns us, and He hates...not the person, who has sinned, because sin is what separates us from God until we have our sins forgiven by him which restores our fellowship with him, but people mix that up to think that if they sin, they lose their salvation, but that's not what God's word teaches.

God always WANTS to forgive us. If He did not, He would not have made it possible, by sacrificing His only begotten Son.

In terms of love, God must always be first, but if your reason to LIVE involves others, He will always understand.

God bless and Keep you. 👍🏼